Smiling Clare

Living Life Within the Limits of Chronic Illness

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It’s been a while…

How a few months have flown past! I’ve been busy finishing university, writing assignments, revising for and sitting my (hopefully) final exam, and am now (im)patiently waiting for the results to see if (a) I’ve passed and (b) what class of degree I have achieved!

Post exam I’ve been a little unwell and feeling rather low. Slowly recovering physically but I’m still feeling rather lost – the question of what next? keeps arising. I want to get a job but finding one that is suitable; part-time, flexible hours, from home, that I can fit around patches of illness isn’t going to be an easy task and I really don’t know where to start with that one. So instead I’m focused on waiting for my results, having a bit of a break sorting things out that have been rather neglected while I study.

For example I am scanning into the computer all my university notes, in order to reduce the number of books and lever arch files that need storing – some cds or a dvd or a pen drive will be easier to store than 18 lever arch files! I’ll still have books and notebooks to store but at least it will reduce it’s size a little. I’m also in the process of planning redecoration of my bedroom. Anything to keep my mind off the wait for results while trying to regain as much energy as possible.

Results are due out in the coming weeks, so watch this space for news of that! I’ll also try and write a little more often as things improve and I find things to write about; if theres anything you’d like to read about feel free to leave a comment and let me know! If I can write about it, I will.

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Results of TM470 and an update

It’s taken me a while to post this, B301 is taking a lot of my time and energy so I didn’t get a chance before the Christmas period which took more out of me. However I’m here now. At the end of November I got the results for TM470 through: a Grade 2 Pass! Really pleased with that considering how unwell I’d been at the beginning of the module!

Meanwhile on B301, I’ve completed two assignments and am about to start work on the third; meaning I’m almost at the halfway point! Hard to believe in 6 months time I’ll have sat my exam, and be awaiting my results which will hopefully get me my degree! Things have been a bit rocky with my health of late, intact as I write this I’m getting over a virus which has left me unable to study for a few days. Hoping I’ll be able to catch up soon!

Got my fingers crossed I’ll be able to update this blog more often soon, but for now I’m concentrating on my health and studies!

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The End of TM470 and The Start of B301

Well I can’t believe I haven’t updated this blog until April, this year has flown by! Most of my energy and screen time has been spent on completing my project and so I really didn’t get a chance to blog.

So here we are almost a month after the EMA deadline, I’ll try and bring you up to speed on everything that’s happened!

Despite being rather ill I completed TMA03 with little need to rush; all the little bits of work I’d been managing to do added up to a decent assignment and I improved on my mark for TMA02 by 14 percentage points, getting 84℅. So no pressure on getting a good result for the EMA! 😉

July and August were spent finishing my project, reaching a recommendation from the completed evaluation of solutions and writing my project report for the EMA. Putting it all together into one coherent report was surprisingly difficult, especially with the word count only being a ‘guideline’ meaning it was a little vague as to how far over that it was acceptable to go since every project is different. But I think I did okay, I was over the guideline but it didn’t seem to be by too much and I don’t think I could’ve have omitted much more without losing some of the vital information that needed to be included. But we wait and see. Results are expected by December 2nd, and I’m already checking the page each time I’m on my Student Homepage!

In other news I’ve just started B301, Making Sense of Strategy, the final module for my degree! (Scary or what?!) It’s kind of sad that this marks the beginning of the end of my OU journey; by June next year I shall be nervously awaiting my final lot of results and hopefully my degree classification!

B301 is said to be a challenging module with a lot of theory and as a result a lot of reading. I’m officially 4 days in (but actually started a week and a bit early) and can say it is living up to those things! But I’m actually enjoying it a bit which is always a good sign. After TM470 and with such a short break between the two, it is a bit if a shock to the system – with TM470 you were pretty much left to your own devices as long as you completed a project and wrote a report on it. With B301 I’m having to be more strict on my time and energy management as the study calendar is a lot less flexible than the one I created for my project. I also keep forgetting that the workload for B301 will be higher as TM470 is a 30 credit module whereas B301 is 60 credits and therefore requires twice the amount of time allocated to it. I’ve no doubt I’ll find away to manage though!

Anyway I’m busy preparing for my first tutorial and first assignment by working through the first block (That’s a lot of first’s!) Going to have to remind myself of my tips for long tutorials as it’s been two years since I attended one; none of my modules since I wrote that post have had tutorials local enough for me to attend or have all been online. I’ll try and update this blog in the coming weeks and months but can’t promise anything as energy is proving hard to come by.

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And so the challenge continues…

I haven’t been able to update this blog as often as I’d hoped. So there’s now quite a bit to catch up on.

I got 56% for TMA01; I can’t say I wasn’t disappointed by this bug at the same time remembering everything I’d been going through I think it was a reasonable score.

A lot of project work has been completed, as has TMA02. I received a mark of 70% for that! A great improvement. However my health, having picked up in recent weeks, has recently taken another nosedive. Half hour studying is exhausting. Some days even that isn’t possible because the pain is so severe.

I’m doing little bits here and there but it doesn’t feel like I’m making any real progress. I want to be organised so there isn’t a massive rush come the TMA03 deadline on July 5th but I just can’t seem to get motivated when I am well enough to study. The rest of the time my brain wants to get on but my body says no (well what other message can you get as pain lances through you when you move slightly?!)

I’m back to feeling rather uncertain about how I’m going to manage this module, despite the fact I have a solid idea and have already done a great deal of work towards it. I’ve got a whole list of requirements I need to assess companies offering potential e-commerce solutions for a business against, a bucket load of research into the benefits and risks of e-commerce solutions and how an e-commerce solution can broaden the customer base for a company. (Not just any company but the specific company I’ve based my project on). And there’s more I don’t even want to think about.

Motivation is rather low and quite honestly all I want to do is sleep; if only my illness would let me! I know things will get better again and I’ll find a way to get through the work, and hopefully pass this module but right now the way doesn’t seem clear, in fact it seems fraught with difficulties.

I’m constantly reminding myself why I’m doing this, that I’m just 13 months away from finishing my degree after 6 years hard work (thus far). So close to achieving what I once considered an impossible dream. I’ve got to keep going if only to say I tried.

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